Sorry.............

roosha
if u ever read this

am saying this from the bottom of my heart
am really sorry

but things are not wat they seem

u interpreted it wrong
i dont blame yu
but honey i swear i love you

i love you roosha
i love you

Roosha

she is the girl whom i love with all my love and life and everythin i have and i want

i hurt her

but in the process i hurt myself more
roosha wen u read this

i never meant to hurt yu
i was mad wen i wrote that
i hope u understand

am not asking for yu to forgiving me

i just want u to understand i love you

sometimes i sit and wonder about how everyone in this world..ppl i know and ppl i dont know....is gonna go away someday forever

guitar...........

music is an art.....

now-a-days music has become one of the most profitable businesses around the globe. it used to be something else back in the days of jimmi hendrix and so on. it was an art. they used to play music to express themselves, to show the world how they felt at that moment and many more beautiful things, but now music is only used for earning big bucks...

no one lives the sex-drugs-rock&roll lifestyle anymore. cos drugs and sex are not gonna let them perform as much as they want thus stopping the cash flow

anyways i have found a good way to relieve stress and say the things i want to say without speaking....
guitar playing is really awesome...
i love it......

Fuck......

i cant change the theme of my blogger webpage.............am fucking angry.................am turning green................omfg...........................am turning into the hulk...................aarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...so much pain...........feels like my brain is dipped in acid............


,..................
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HULK SMASH BLOGGER.................
PUNY BLOGGER CANT HURT HULK..............
HULK ANGRY..................

metallica.................

no matter wat all the shitheads say...metallica is the best motherfucking metal band out there now and they were the best wen they started........................


ppl say tht metallica sold out.................fuck ppl...ppl say a lot of dumb shit....

and the albums in which ppl claim tht metallica actually sold out (read: load, reload) are probably the best albums
....
fuck u all.......
METALLICA for life ..............

help

i remember the day we first kissed and held hands..... i want all that to come back.....

yu stay in the same city but it seems that yu are so damn far away from me.......

am dying honey.....
pls save me....
stop me from going crazy...
feels like am drowning in the sea...i can c ur hand but no matter how hard i try..u are just to far away and am gradually sinking..getting heavy

drowning away from the light......its getting dark...and cold....


i dont like it here

its ripping me apart
killing me slowly
only u can save me

pls rescue me...am vulnerable and fragile without yu.....

heartbreak...................

Life is pretty strange.....
its really weird that how someone yu love can make yu so much sad.

today i feel as if some one took a shotgun and unloaded a lot of rounds into my cold black heart,,,now i lay here in this pool of cold blood....am feeling so cold and alone...like my life has been sucked out of me......

its real sad to say that this pain is killing me inside but its even sadder that this pain is whats keeping me alive......this pain is ripping thru my heart like a razor across a wrist....its tearing me inside....

wat did i do????
where did i go wrong????
dont i love yu tht much???
do i really deserve this???


my mind is now housing a million of these questions...and i dunno where to look for the answer............

all i feel now is fear and sadness and loneliness

i'll forget how to smile after today.......am dying inside...
never did i feel so bad in my life........

i need yu....i want yu by my side.....i need yu to wipe these tears from my face and kiss me and make me forget all the pain and sorrow.....but all i get is ur absence

this sucks so much.....

am floating aimlessly in space now..
if u ever read this......just know tht i feel all these feelings cos i love you so much....

am dependant on yu now.....

without yu am a lost soul....please come to me and teach me how to smile again....i beg yu...

i knw this broken and scarred heart can never be mended but at least pick up the pieces and keep them together...
thats all i ask.....

i want yu

love

MY LOVE

on last wednesday
i kissed the woman of my dreams

my love
my gal
my angel

her lips gave me a taste of heaven
she gives me a reason to fall in love with life once again

i love you sweetheart
forever and beyond

never would i even bringing tears to those mysterious eyes of yours in which i drown eveytime i c dem

u make me go weak in the knees
make me feel dizzy
make me high

i love you and you love me

without you breathing is a waste of breath
and living is waste of death

ily <3

wat a day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whew

hadnt sleppt last night and been roaming around the streets from 4:30
then met up wid some frnds at rashbehari
had a bit of chat and came home at around 8


then went out again for a movie/...............batman:the dark knight
but to our utter dissapointment the shows were houseful so we ended up going to esplanade


looked around here and there but didnt find anything i liked

then it was time to hit our daily hang out ............golpark ccd

but our stay was not for long as we again went to park street
had hookah
then again came back to golpark ccd

had a caffeine rush there
am hyperactive now

O.O

then went to pantaloons and bought a punk t shirt
then dad called and told me to bring home pizza
so i went to dominoes
got the pizza
and nou am home

wtf
that was so hectic
lolz

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

this is a long time after which am writing in this blog
was too damn busy wid life and love and colg and frnds and blah blah blah

from now on i'll try to keep the blog regularly updated
bt none of my frnds read this :"(


anyways i found the love of my life..................
her name is Roosha

and now bcos of her i started believin in angels......
she is ma reason to live right now

i love her sooooo damn much
cannot even think of spending a moment widout her
she calls me superman
but she doesnt know tht she is my kryptonite

she makes me go weak in the knees everythime i talk to her or meet her
and she gives me butterflies in my stomach... :P


we kissed for the first time on 16th july
and ma life is never gonna be the same ever since

i neva felt so much attached to a person

bdw
got a piercing and a new hAircut :)

made some awesome frnds and lost a few
but hey
thats life
cold and warm at the same time
peace

iPod

i got my Ipod back today

ooooo wat a wonderous joy it was to get it back

it was like getting back a part of my heart and a part of my soul

and i also rediscovered my love for Tenacious D
fell in love once again with "Metal"

yaaaaa
rock on

c ya l8r

fest \m/m/

welll this is the time of the year i like the most

cos of our colg fest.yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

cos of this fest me cud not blog ....lolz

well ma fav day was the day pentagram came and performed

man ddey rocked so hard
the energy was awesome and the songs were even better
i managed to get a pic taken wid them and an autograph after the show was over(cool)

then there was the day when the RD Burman orchestra.....they did all the famous Pancham da and i literally danced till i dropped
wooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooo

then there was the Mohiner Ghorguli orchestra which i cud bnot enjoy cos i was errrrrrrrrrrr not well :D

and there was also the rock competitions which rocked

and tomoro its fossils

rock on

just saw one of the coolest movies in ma life today

called district b 13

based on a sport called parkour
wish i cud do those stunts
man they were like spiderman

ME

hi ppl

this is my very first blog
so dont be suprised if u find sumthing u dont see everyday

well
here goes
my name is Dibyajyoti Bose
i study engineering at Jadavpur university.
well wen i say i study am actually lying cos i stopped studying the day i stepped inside the college campus..hehe...
anyways coming to more cerious things i like music a lot (every type of music but the recent hindi stuff) and i love sports

i play cricket for my uiniversity and tht makes me an university blue..cool
i also try to play football and i can a bit

hmmmmmm
wat else
o yeah
frrnds are probably the most important thing in ma life other than family

and those who read this feel free to be a frnd
cos u can never have too man
y frnds