guitar...........

music is an art.....

now-a-days music has become one of the most profitable businesses around the globe. it used to be something else back in the days of jimmi hendrix and so on. it was an art. they used to play music to express themselves, to show the world how they felt at that moment and many more beautiful things, but now music is only used for earning big bucks...

no one lives the sex-drugs-rock&roll lifestyle anymore. cos drugs and sex are not gonna let them perform as much as they want thus stopping the cash flow

anyways i have found a good way to relieve stress and say the things i want to say without speaking....
guitar playing is really awesome...
i love it......

Fuck......

i cant change the theme of my blogger webpage.............am fucking angry.................am turning green................omfg...........................am turning into the hulk...................aarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...so much pain...........feels like my brain is dipped in acid............


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HULK SMASH BLOGGER.................
PUNY BLOGGER CANT HURT HULK..............
HULK ANGRY..................

metallica.................

no matter wat all the shitheads say...metallica is the best motherfucking metal band out there now and they were the best wen they started........................


ppl say tht metallica sold out.................fuck ppl...ppl say a lot of dumb shit....

and the albums in which ppl claim tht metallica actually sold out (read: load, reload) are probably the best albums
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fuck u all.......
METALLICA for life ..............

help

i remember the day we first kissed and held hands..... i want all that to come back.....

yu stay in the same city but it seems that yu are so damn far away from me.......

am dying honey.....
pls save me....
stop me from going crazy...
feels like am drowning in the sea...i can c ur hand but no matter how hard i try..u are just to far away and am gradually sinking..getting heavy

drowning away from the light......its getting dark...and cold....


i dont like it here

its ripping me apart
killing me slowly
only u can save me

pls rescue me...am vulnerable and fragile without yu.....

heartbreak...................

Life is pretty strange.....
its really weird that how someone yu love can make yu so much sad.

today i feel as if some one took a shotgun and unloaded a lot of rounds into my cold black heart,,,now i lay here in this pool of cold blood....am feeling so cold and alone...like my life has been sucked out of me......

its real sad to say that this pain is killing me inside but its even sadder that this pain is whats keeping me alive......this pain is ripping thru my heart like a razor across a wrist....its tearing me inside....

wat did i do????
where did i go wrong????
dont i love yu tht much???
do i really deserve this???


my mind is now housing a million of these questions...and i dunno where to look for the answer............

all i feel now is fear and sadness and loneliness

i'll forget how to smile after today.......am dying inside...
never did i feel so bad in my life........

i need yu....i want yu by my side.....i need yu to wipe these tears from my face and kiss me and make me forget all the pain and sorrow.....but all i get is ur absence

this sucks so much.....

am floating aimlessly in space now..
if u ever read this......just know tht i feel all these feelings cos i love you so much....

am dependant on yu now.....

without yu am a lost soul....please come to me and teach me how to smile again....i beg yu...

i knw this broken and scarred heart can never be mended but at least pick up the pieces and keep them together...
thats all i ask.....

i want yu

love